inside the insane's mind... http://antipatikamode.blog.friendster.com is nothing but blank. Sun, 28 Dec 2008 15:38:29 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6.2 en this time i will make it right… http://antipatikamode.blog.friendster.com/2008/12/this-time-i-will-make-it-right/ http://antipatikamode.blog.friendster.com/2008/12/this-time-i-will-make-it-right/#comments Sun, 28 Dec 2008 15:38:29 +0000 akosiroselyn http://antipatikamode.blog.friendster.com/?p=12 things we lose have a way of finding their way back to us..in ways we dont expect them to…

funny how when you decided to let destiny do its course, things will go the way you want it.

somehow, ive proven that quitting is not an option. you just have to let it fly for a moment, and it will come to you when you least expect it.

let bygones be bygones..

for now ill just relish the moment..

and swear that this time i will make it right…

]]> http://antipatikamode.blog.friendster.com/2008/12/this-time-i-will-make-it-right/feed/ kung ito ang iyong hiling… http://antipatikamode.blog.friendster.com/2008/12/kung-ito-ang-iyong-hiling/ http://antipatikamode.blog.friendster.com/2008/12/kung-ito-ang-iyong-hiling/#comments Fri, 26 Dec 2008 07:34:57 +0000 akosiroselyn http://antipatikamode.blog.friendster.com/?p=9 this is what im feeling right now…
staying quiet, staying calm mode, baka kasi sakali masave ko pa..pero darn! i am so lost…
the fact that he put it’s complicated sa status nya sa fs that meant something..and that something is definitely not good..for us..
just the thought of it makes me reach out for a tissue paper.
for now, i dont want to do any stupid mistake anymore..the more i do or say something kasi the more na nalalapit kami sa edge of breaking up.
i’ll just wait for him to make up his mind..it’s all up to him..
siguro naman kahit papano napasaya ko sya..enough for him to reconsider leaving me..
my greatest mistake is that i love him ‘too much’..siguro that too much pushed me to do silly actions…
that’s why ganto kami ngayon..that’s why iiwan na nya ako…

Nahihirapan na ang aking isip
Nauubusan na ng sasabihin sa iyo..
Nanlalamig na ba ang pag-ibig mo sa ‘kin..
Giliw..

Nalilito ako, nais kong sagipin ang ating
Nalulunod na pag-ibig
Nguni’t handa akong palayain ka
Kung ito ang ‘yong hiling
Gaano man kasakit sa akin
Ibibigay sa yo
Ang tanging pakiusap lang
Wag mo akong kalimutan..

Kay rami nang nagdaan
Na pagsubok sa ting pag-ibig
Kakayanin pa kayang mabawi pa
Ang mga nasabi nang masasakit na salita..

Kung ito ang yong hiling
Gaano man kasakit sa akin..
Ibibigay sa yo..

Nanlalamig na bang pag-ibig mo?

]]> http://antipatikamode.blog.friendster.com/2008/12/kung-ito-ang-iyong-hiling/feed/ my bad… http://antipatikamode.blog.friendster.com/2008/12/my-bad/ http://antipatikamode.blog.friendster.com/2008/12/my-bad/#comments Wed, 24 Dec 2008 17:16:54 +0000 akosiroselyn http://antipatikamode.blog.friendster.com/?p=3 as usual i am again in this state of dramatic insane-ness..

ewan ko ba..hindi ako mapagod-pagod.

though i admit, most of the times ako lang naman talaga ang nagpapagulo ng mga bagay-bagay…sabi nga nila “walang magulo, if you just believe”..siguro that’s my problem..my trust is weak, i am weak..i dont know why…

i am very used to initiating things just to see how people will react..then when i get the opposite of what im expecting, i panic and then take it back..siguro napagod na rin sa akin ang mundo..its time to turn the tables back to me…i cannot blame them…

i know its all my fault…

my bad..

and im sorry…

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